No one wants me around anywhere I go?

I did community theater for 5 years and my last show I left early and they kicked me out they said you can never do a play or musical here again you are banned. My best friend ditched me and replaced me with another girl because I wasn't rich enough or snooty enough for her mom to approve. At school I ask people to hang out they say I'll get back to you on that they never do. I have 3 friends at school that is it. At home my dad is mean to me and violent he has hit me and thrown me around the room. I go to apply for a job and they are mean and snooty to me and glare at me. I drive my car people almost hit me they are tailgating so much pull out in front of me or pass me on a double yellow line and go like 90 and almost hit my car which isn't even mine because we can't afford to buy me a car. I go to the Civitan end of the year party the head Civitan leader of our club hates me and doesn't speak to me and glares at me and is sweet to all the other kids. No one wants me around wherever I go I hate this cold evil world what can I do. I am short fat and annoying and hideous and I don't know how to fix it.